Sometimes I Cried So Hard From Pleading...
It’s already out.
So glad to hear that your mom is okay. Alhamdulillah. I hope she gets back on her feet ASAP!
So, I’ve chopped all my hair, and no, I didn’t make it World War 2. It’s starting to bug me out, coz my hair is naturally thick and wavy, and being a tudung wearer, I find it a hassle to keep it dry without smelling like ahem, Gerard Way circa 2004.
It’s really short now, tapi bukan le boys cut macam my last haircut. I just tell that lady to thin it. So sekarang bila basah, I kinda looked like Mystique (the hair la, not the body, and if I ruffled it after a bath, I kinda looked like Gerard in LOTMS video. Kinda. (Perasan gila! :P Actually kalau aku baru bangun tido it kinda looked like Will Ferrell in Zoolander). Spooky. Whatever.
THE NEW MYCHEM VIDEO ~ I DON'T LOVE YOU
The first time I watched it was last Thursday/ Friday, aku tak ingat. Aku kat ofis, tengah lunch (as usual, being an anti-social prick, aku makan kat depan PC). Feeling fuckin’ ecstatic!!! But with no one to share my squee! Sha takde, adik aku lak sekolah. Yang ada cuma kengkawan di LJ, (tapi tau la kalau bebudak kat UTB camner) dan mak2 orang kat 2old2bmcrobsess. I was so down. Waaayyy down. Nobody I know in real life loves these guys as much as I do. And I hated every second of it. For some unknown reasons, I took my sharpie, and start painting my fingernails black. I was the Emo Queen for the day. :( God, I was so emo, I shit nautical stars :
Kinda mixed feelings la. I mean, with 91.58% of screen time consists of Gerard’s various facial expressions, who wouldn’t squee! And Frankie, Frankie, Frankie, how I love thee. Thy hair is like the leaves in autumn, gently swaying with the breeze, how I wish I could play with it all day long… haha, stfu already, Zack.
Not exactly THE best from SuperMarc Webb (and IDLY is not my fave tune from TBP ; The Ghost of You is still my all-time favourite), but it manage to quench my thirst for anything MyChem.
Credits to liesinthebooks at LJ for the lovely screencaps.
Aku tak sempat buat screencaps sebab, ahem, am being blinded by too much hawtness. Dan aku penat. Seriously penat.
Hah, I dunno how I’m feeling right now. Nobody, I mean, no fuckin body knows how I’m feeling right now. I hate life. Maybe it’s THAT time of the month, which means, for the umpteenth time now, I’m Not Pregnant (I’m Not Okay, I Promise) :(. Or maybe because my immediate superior is feeling grumpy since morning (wey hey, aku pun ada like, a stack of these fuckin audited accounts to be checked, ok; I did my castings till three in the morning semalam, ok. ). Sigh… I need a vacation. I need to get away from all these. ASAP. Before I lose my mind.
PS: Have you ever felt this feeling before? The feeling that you love somebody soooo damn much, it hurts and you don’t know how to feel anything anymore because maybe your feeling gland has burst up, spewing all the juices around, leaving you with nothing but numbness and some sorta depression? That’s how I’m feeling right now. My Chemical Romance, sometimes I hated you and wished I’ve never known you. Or your goddamn awesome songs. And your crazed fans. :( Maybe I shouldn’t have turned to you during my times of need. Argh, guys, I want my life back!!!
TOTALLY RANDOM IKMAL STUFFS
Last night we shared the earphone to my mp3 player. Lagu Famous Last Words. I know he loved that song. And out of the blue, I asked him, “Ikmal, sapa main gitar?” Dalam ngantuk2 tu, dia jawab “Ray TOYO”.
I rest my case.
Labels: My Chemical Romance, Personal