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Thursday, February 08, 2007
  I'm One Step Closer to the Edge & I'm About to Break
Anak aku jatuh longkang lagi hari ni.
Kali ni, bukan longkang yang kecik tu, tapi yang dalam.

Cenggini citernya.
Hari ni kitaorang bawak dia gi follow up ngan GP, sebab demam dia masih lum kebah lagi. So, sementara tunggu doktor datang, aku ingat nak breakfast dulu la kat gerai2 depan klinik tu. Aku tengah tunggu makcik ni siapkan nasi lemak aku, bila tetiba terdengar bunyi benda jatuh.
Ya Allah! Anak aku!
Apparently, kayu penutup longkang tu dah reput dan ntah macam mana anak aku boleh gi situ dan terjatuh kat dalam longkang tu. Aku terjerit2 panggil nama dia, peluk dia, omg blood!, Ya Allah, aku dah tak kira dah. Nasib baik ada sorang pakcik ni tolong selawatkan dan ntah aku tak perasan apa dia buat kat anak aku.

Aku terlupa nasi lemak, lupa teh tarik, yang aku tau, i cried harder than him. (Dan dia, as usual, bila dah tengok mama dia nangis, dia pun turut sama nangis.). Salah tu Mama. You have to be strong for your son.

(Tiap kali aku basuh luka dia dan aku nampak blood ya Allah darah anak aku)

Doktor kata, hidung dia bengkak sebab mungkin terhantuk. Mulut, bibir, kaki semua pun luka dan bengkak. Seriously, aku memang tak sanggup tengok anything happen to my son. Tapi, Alhamdulillah la, nasib baik tak kena mata atau any vital organ. Ikmal sekarang macam new unofficial member of the Fight Club (Ahem, you're NOT supposed to talk about it, remember?) Sigh...

I’m still shaking now.
Dan hari ni aku masuk ofis ngan mata yang bengkak.
Silap aku jugak ni.
I should’ve asked that pakcik to tangkalkan aku sekali tadi.

PS : Hari ni turn abah dia pulak cuti. Bukan aku pentingkan kerja or whatever, tapi, as much as I loved my son, aku pun ada responsibility gak kat ofis ni. Dan aku dah dua hari MC.

PS2 : I just hoped I could start doing my work now. Aku dah tengok report ni for the last couple of minutes tapi masih stumped. My head throbs. I think I'm gonna be sick.

PS3 : Banyak benda yang berlaku bebaru ni yang banyak memerlukan aku berSABAR. Motherhood, marriage in general is hard work. I think I need a break. I need a vacation. Sometimes, I just want to be alone. :(

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Comments:
sabar kak.. dugaan tuhan.

wish Ikmal well..
 
ya Allah, tersentap jap bacer entry nie.

hope everthing's ok by now.
 
Hmm... Insya Allah. Dengar cam okay jek masa call rumah tadi. Thanks for the wishes, adik2.
 
Walaupun lom kawin lagi, tapi dapat raser kesadisan tuh..adis..
Nasib takde ape2 yang koyak..
Takpe kak..anak lelaki biasa kalau jatuh2 longkang ke, jatuh basikal ke..(ayat sedapkan ati..)
Apa2 pun..sabar banyak-banyak kak..
Mungkin ada cahaya di penghujung terowong (baca ikut intonasi Ramona Rahman dlm "Fenomena")


Hip-hip huzzah!
 
Sabo Zack... budak lelaki bio le lasak sikit. Tapi kalau jadi kat anak aku camtu, confirm aku pun menggelabah jugak!

Bagus la kalau Ikmal dah ok. Dan, mama dia pun kena le ok jugak...
 
Zan:
Tima kasih la dik. Sempat buat lawak Fenomena lagi tuh...

Yatt:
I'm Not Okay (I Promise), hehe...
 
Sorry to hear about this..
Byk bersabar k.zack..

I hope Ikmal is all better now..
 
Sorry to hear this too..hope he is getting better and u be a strong mother ok?
 
Thanks Fieza & sk8.
Will do, will do.
 
kira malam semalam tu ko tgh mengubat dia lah bila aku mintak ko buat short course?.hahaha.

apa-apahal pun cepat sembuh.kalau tak camner nak gie sekolah nanti aight?
 
Zack,

Aku paham sangat perasaan ko pasal aku pun pernah alami situasi macam ko. Aku yang lelaki ni pun boleh nangis bila tgk anak berdarah2 depan mata.

Tabahkan hati selalu.
 
Dear Zack,

Am sorry to hear abt that. Ikmal is tough enough or will be tough after the ordeal. As for you... i think its OK to cry.

Cuma rasa macam sudah jatuh ditimpa tangga. Dahlaa demam, jatuh longkang lak tu.

Tapi, papehal... berat mata memandang, berat lagi bahu memikul. kalau kena kat aku (which i hope tak!!) Aku pun sama gak or worse!!

OKlah, been so busy lately... do not even hv time to blog.
 
motherhood & marriage mmg hardwork! not for the faint-hearted..haha. and hardwork itu bertambah-tambah particularly for working mothers like us. and thus, we need extra moral support from people around us.
anyway, be strong. and yes, keep on rockin' & don't forget to have fun!;-)

da rockin' mama
 
Terima kasih semua! Alhamdulillah, Ikmal dah okay walaupun muka dah berparut skit :(, dan hari ni dah start gi sekolah balik :)

Don: Masa ko call tu dia kat atas riba aku, tengah main game Dora the Explorer. Eh, ko kalo nak urgent benda tu, call lah, okay! Jgn call memalam lak, nanti ada orang jelling, hehe…

Carvedijan : Welcome aboard! Ha’ah, betul, betul tapi ironinya, aku ngan anak aku cam obsess skit ngan darah, no thanks to MCR o.O

Faiz: They don’t call me the drama queen for nothing, man. Thanks! Yup, aku pun tgh busy awal2 tahun ni. Tapi Friendster aku update gak, hehe…

Nadia: Thanks mama! Alhamdulillah, with a little help from my friends, everything looks okay skit.
 
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