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Monday, December 18, 2006
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If my son is a bit nakal, does that mean that I am an uncompetent mother?

“Kenapa buat camtu? Camne kalau kepala dia kena bucu tu, karang kalau hilang ingatan
karang camne? Ikmal takyah kawan dia lagi la macam ni, blab la bla yadda yadda yadda”

BIL, while consoling his 2-yr-old daughter

Anak aku terperanjat, terrified, menyorok bawah meja, muttering “Sorry, sorry”

If you are the mother, what would you do in a situation like that?

Aku yang tengah makan cepat2 habiskan dan bawak balik anak aku. Sigh… part of me memang terasa nak cakap “Ala, dia budak kecik, tak tau apa lagi”, and a part of me terasa nak sama2 marah dia, tapi tak sampai hati pulak. I kept quiet, thanked my MIL for the dinner dan ajak anak aku balik. (Malam tu kitaorang dah janji nak makan pizza sama2).

Kekadang aku kesian tengok dia, takde kawan, main sensorang jek Yelah, kadang2 tu, aku jugak la yg layan dia main, baca buku sama2 ke, just berbual2 ke atau sama2 buat aktiviti2 dalam buku. Tapi kekadang aku penat sangat2 (especially bila balik kerja) dan terlelap masa membaca, sampai dia yang kejut, “Mama, jangan la tidur”. I feel so guilty if I can’t spend some quality time with him. Itu la sebab aku cuma kemas rumah time weekend. Kalau boleh la, itu pun aku nak outsourcekan pada orang lain, supaya aku dan anak aku boleh spend masa together. Sigh… Dia perlukan kawan/ adik. Dan aku perlukan sorang lagi anak untuk divert all this attention/ passion kepada sesuatu yang lebih berfaedah (not all this borderline- unhealthy obsessions la).

Walaupun kita merancang, Tuhan yang tentukan semuanya. Orang tu beria2 nak bagi aku next year, but then, what if I miscarry atau something bad happened to me yang tak membolehkan aku ada anak lagi? (Phew that sounds kinda pessimistic, Zack). Apa pun, aku harap semua berjalan lancar, walaupun banyak benda yang aku terpaksa lepaskan if I got pregnant nanti…

“Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading

So sick and tired of all the needless beating..”

Selamat Pengantin Baru Pak Aziz!


Oh ya, tahniah diucapkan kepada Pak Aziz Sattar atas perkahwinannya! Man, I really, really love this guy masa dia muda2 dulu. In fact, beliau adalah Bujang Lapok kegemaran aku! Teringat satu ketika masa kat ITM dulu, aku berselisih ngan beliau kat Kompleks PKNS, pergh, rasa cam terjumpa Gerard Way/ Wentworth Miller kau!

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Comments:
Zaccccck, it happens to everybody all the time. Dunno what else to say. but ... Sabar je lah. But yr BIL really have a problem. Bangang ke dia tuh!! Is he retarded or something? What you felt to say was right and spot on. You shud've blurted it out. But keeping it to yrself... saves the day.
 
Uih, awal sampai ofis!
Yelah, rasa sedih sangat, sebab dia memang marah gegila ah! Biasa la anak aku tu takde kawan, sesekali jumpa member dia over-excited. Sedih siot.
 
u should have said "Ala, dia budak kecik, tak tau apa lagi" or something. He needs to be told.

Or then again, maybe wait until his daughter do a similar thing. Revenge..
 
Sometimes berdiam diri lebih bijak, Edd.
 
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