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Thursday, July 20, 2006
  FINIS
That's it. Goodbye everybody.

PS: I hope u're happy now. All of you.

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Comments:
*knock!* *knock!* ello...helo... finis apa ni? finis tentang wenworth Miller ke finis for good?
 
vous avez finis? apenye?..heh..ko ni...konpius aku la.
 
ish... ni finis episod pertama ke musim pertama? ...kalau finis episod pertama tak pe la... jab lagi ko boleh sambung... jangan la musim pertama... pastu tak sambung2... macam citer Tarzan... frust ooo... ko jangan buat camtu ye Zack!
 
baru aku perasan, ko delete semua entri pasal prison break ke?

wat hapen?
 
Woi! Ni merajuk ke hapa ni? Lek aaa puan Zack.
 
iye lah.. wat happen zack? Heart broken izzit? muahahahahaha......

ala.. jangan la camtu... merajuk ek?

anyway.. ko punya MILF tu... aku teringat american pie, MILF = Mom I'd Like To F**k.. hehehehe....
 
sure buat blog baru pasal wentworth nih...!

ngko transfer semua posting pasal
prison break kat situ kan...?
 
eh,apa yang habis nie?.rileks zack.sapa buat ko?.meh aku pukul.hahaha
 
zack the MILFness..

What, no more Pretty? Abis tu, aku nak letak komen sarcastic aku pasal apa lagi..? Say it isn't so..

..we're not happy zack. Really.



..well, maybe a little bit.
 
Salam semua, and good day,

Thank you very much for ur concern guys, I really appreciate it. Terima kasih sbb masih sudi ke blog aku walaupun aku rasa selama ini aku cuma menulis benda2 crap yg langsung tak menambah saham akhirat aku dan korang semua. Aku rasa aku masih lum stabil lagi. Aku kat rumah sekarang, taking a break from my job for a day, dan dgn harapan akan memberikan aku sedikit ketenangan sbb kalau aku di ofis, maybe I’d spend all day crying at my cubes (which explains why I spend my day updating the filing system to keep myself busy yesterday). Yeah, I’m a drama queen, so what? My life just flashed before my very eyes and I think I have the right to grieve.

Nadia, aku mmg suka sangat motto kau ’tak peduli apa org fikir tentang dirinya’. Memang, all these while mmg itu juga motto aku. Tapi bila org tersayang dah beri aku kata dua – Wentworth atau dia, I just have to make a choice. A wise choice. Wentworth? Can you imagine it? Wentworth org ketiga dalam relationship aku??? Wtf?? Org yg tak pernah aku jumpa, bertentang mata apatah lagi bertepuk tampar, seumur hidup aku, bakal merosakkan rumah tangga aku? Wtf?? Sorry, man, aku masih belum bersedia nak jadi janda Prison Break. And sayang, yeah, I admit it. Sometimes, I’ve gone too far with all these obsession thing. I’m sorry. I’ll keep it cool now. No more putting Went on the pedestal. That’s YOUR place yesterday, today and forever, ok. Love ya.

And to those of you yg rasa mcm tak puas hati ngan apa yg aku tulis, atau ada pendapat nak luahkan, sila berikan komen kat bahagian komen kat bawah tu. I’ve taken the liberty to let any-frakkin’-body to comment (since day one !), even if you’d rather be anonymous. Fair enough for me. Aku alu2kan sebarang komen dan kalau aku rasa ada betulnya, aku akan ikut. I’m always open to suggestion dan seingat aku, aku tak pernah mendelete sebarang komen kat blog aku ni, how absurd they may sound like. Yeah, throw it my fuckin’ face here, instead of going behind my back and telling my loved one how YOU feel about me, judging me based on my fuckin’ blog. (At this juncture, I think I shouldn’t have told ANYBODY that I have a blog). Do you even know me? Do you even know that in real life, I am a complete opposite of what I write in my blog? That I am a shy person, with no close friends save for some office mates, and someone who would rather keep quiet than engage in small talks apatah lagi membawak mulut tentang org lain? Dan selama ini (seingat aku), aku masih belum pernah aku mengabaikan tanggungjawab aku sbg seorg isteri and emak org? Ok, aku tau, my biggest sin is I’m too engrossed in Prison Break, and my man here mungkin rasa terancam, dan fikir ia akan mengubah diri aku. Be assured, sayang, I’m not.

As for my PB posts, lets just say, kalau korang potong 2 jari kaki aku pun, aku takkan bagitau benda2 tu kat mana. Period. And as for newer entries, we’ll see about that. Maybe there’ll be some, maybe there won’t. We’ll see about that when the time comes.

Hmmm... maybe the Beatles were right. Maybe all you need is love…
 
Bapak panjang nak mampos!
 
Yeah, like ur armpit hair there.
 
zack, i am so sure wentworth takkan mengubah diri ko. i've seen ko tergila2kan org lain semua tak kekal... your man shouldn't be worried... ;-)
 
Hmmm...thanks Coy. You know my history, right?

And thanks heaps to Mensh, Nadia, Oon, Vovin, Yatt, Ijan, ironboard19, Don, Edd Vedder, Imran, and all my online frens. It has been a great ride.

Thank you.
 
"And as for newer entries, we’ll see about that. Maybe there’ll be some, maybe there won’t. We’ll see about that when the time comes."

* we will wait, zack... *
 
....oooo itu macam kaaa.... bukan ke cemburu itu tandanya sayang...

tak pe lah Zack... ari-ari akan ku klik url ko ni... kalau ada2 ada la... tak de nak buat camne??

err... email ko kut???
 
..is this one of those changing templates only goodbye (like nazim and vovin did) or is it really goodbye..?

say it isn't so, mama..

..When will ppl learn that blogging is an escapism. A place to amplify those attenuated thoughts in ur mind. It does not reflect our normal everyday life.. not 100%.

..and to tell u the truth, all those Wentworth mania is harmless, in my opinion.

..i'll keep visiting normally like I always do.
 
Every day i die a little more inside... :-(
 
zack,
i agreed with edd. esp tang the wentworth thing being harmless...anyway, i'll stick around, just in case you change your mind...:-)

-countess-
 
(T_T)

"We Might As Well Be Strangers"

I don't know your face no more
Or feel your touch that I adore
I don't know your face no more
It's just a place I'm looking for
We might as well be strangers in another town
We might as well be living in a different world
We might as well
We might as well
We might as well

I don't know your thoughts these days
We're strangers in an empty space
I don't understand your heart
It's easier to be apart

We might as well be strangers in another town
We might as well be living in a another time
We might as well
We might as well
We might as well be strangers
Be strangers
For all I know of you now
For all I know of you now
For all I know of you now
For all I know
 
The last time i felt like this was when arwah Firul died. I was so down, coz i've just lost a good listener, a good friend and somebody to pour my heart contents to...

It wouldn't be the same. It wouldn't be the same...
 
zack????.

aku pun terkedu tak tahu nak kata apa...but then,just don't stop writing sista!. even tho' some would find it's full of crap but hey,peduli apa!.

is not about PB or whatsoever zack tapi we share the same passion.passion on writing and let things out thru this medium. jgn ko berenti menulis. cerita tentang ikmal sudah cukup utk lengkapkan hari aku. fuhhh,ayat aku macam skrip sembilu kasih.huahauhauahau.

come on zack!.u go girl.u go!
 
One week after that fated day. How am I feeling right now? Shitty than ever. Otot2 muka aku semcm tak nak bekerjasama. I think I’ve been wearing the same expressionless face for the last couple of days. I started swearing. In real life. And I stopped caring. About anything.

Selama ni, aku look forward sangat2 nak klik butang blogger tu. Setiap pagi, dalam kepala aku mmg dah ada apa nak tulis, gambar apa nak letak, tajuk catchy apa aku nak guna, tp sekarang ni, semua rasanya bottled up inside. Aku rasa, container yg mengisi perasaan ‘marah’ tu dah dekat nak penuh. Dan kalau la benda tu satu bahan yg toksik, aku rasa by now, pihak Greenpeace atau Karam Singh Walia mesti dah sampai ke sini nak buat pendedahan. Dan pastinya beliau akan heret sekali pegawai2 dr JAS.

Dunno guys. Aku ada mcm2 lagi benda nak kongsi ngan korang, tp disebabkan insiden ni, aku rasa tawar hati. Sangat4x tawar hati. I really miss your witty comments, all of you. One of the few things that helped to keep my sanity, keep my composure and make me smile, walaupun kerja bertimbun2. Aku nampak semuanya smooth sailing. And nothing I can’t handle. Sekarang ni? Entah la. Berat rasanya nak drag my sorry ass anywhere.

Dan setiap kali aku rasa mcm nak start blogging balik, I’d have this feeling that somebody, somewhere, akan baca, menilai dan probably mengadu tentang aku. ‘Perempuan apa tulis mcm ni?’ ‘What kind of wife would write this kind of crap?’ And that, makes me change my mind every time, man. Every time. Every time I have this urge to blog, that thought akan membunuh segala enthusiasm yg aku ada. Slowly and steadily, membunuh aku dengan senyap.

Aku tak tau bila benda ni akan berakhir. Selagi ada org associate url mamaikmal dot blogspot ni dgn seorang manusia yg diorg kenali (or do they?), selagi tu aku refuse to write anything. Aku harap mereka semua tersenyum lebar.

“Despite all my rage, I’m still like a rat in a cage”
 
zack dearie,

ada unsur perasaan hasad dengki dlm hati those ppl yg jadi batu api/musuh dlm selimut dan yg seawktu dgnnya towards ur relationship wif ur love one.

Benda simple pon tp kalau dah dicucuk-cucuk/disedapkan cerita sedikit sebanyak lama-lama bercambah jd nanah.

Bila laaaa nak nak hilang perasaan hasad dengki tu ye..for those ppl yg buat tu ...tahniah .. and jgn lupa ...what goes round comes around kan zack kan?
 
Mama Ikmal

Wat ever you say boss. Me understood.

As some ppl say "Why bother about others as we can't stop them from talking (bad) about others. Because they never". I agreed. Similar case to makcik-makcik kat your opis tu as they live in their own league. You said "Aku tak tau bila benda ni akan berakhir". Actually the choice is in your hand. But me say " NOWWW!!!!". What to wait if you can end up now. Juz remember that this small ppl are of no significance at all. So no need to do PYA or retrospective adjustment.

To make it shot, it seems here that this MH33 to Fox River is fuelled up, check-up is done, blessing from terminal is given, take-off lane is clear, crews are ready, passengers are waiting...So what more to wait?!!. Juz take-off lah.

p/s: Forgetlah about toksid-moksid ni...malas nak tengok KSW datang dan berpantun.


John Cena
 
Zack,

don't despair. Life has its up and down. Biasa lah tu, keep the flame burning and keep the spirit high my friend.

Life is full of bumpy rides but thats life. That's what makes it interesting. That's what makes we stronger by the seconds. All the nasty things that people say, for me, take it as a dog barking to the hill. the hill still stand mighty and won't tremble. They can only talk, blabber and talk again.

Look on the bright side, zack.Pray and insya allah things will work out!.:)

Where is the moment when we need it the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue sky's faded to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carrying on

Stand in the line just ahead of the law
You're faking a smile with the coffee you go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces every time
And I don't need no carrying on

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carrying on

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day


Sometimes the system goes on the blink and the whole thing it turns out
Wrong
You might not make it back and you know that you could be well oh that
Strong
Well I'm not wrong
yeaheyeah!

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You see what you like
and how does it feel
one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

p/s : mak ai!!! panjangnya komen!
 
Thanks a lot guys. Nanti la, aku buat post baru. Aku pun tension tengok aku tension lelama.
 
hooooraaahhh!,we going to wait.we will and keep on supporting u sista!

hooooraaay!

(masukkan lagu spongebob squrepants sempena meraikan kembali)
 
3 cheers for Zack..

Hehehe... it's worth the wait...
 
takpe...takpe....
tarik nafas panjang2, rileks ur mind sebelum buat posting baru tu...!
 
zack & edd,
aku jumpe boxer bob span seluar kotak kat kl downtown. terus tergelak & otomatik teringat kat korang. heheheheh..
 
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